dozen different lifetimes by Arrogance, literature
Literature
dozen different lifetimes
He hangs his head
and he says
"This isn't what I intended.
I never meant for this."
All he can think of
is a dozen lifetimes of
regret, disappointment, disgrace
and he wishes that there was
a simple end to everything.
But there never is.
And all he can do is
offer half-hearted sorries,
repeated statements that
define his very being.
"Intent has nothing to do with it,"
says the more
darker part of his consciousness.
"How many times must you play
this out
before you realise all the things
you choose to do or not do
mean absolutely nothing.
Intend good, intend bad,
the result is always
the same."
He slumps his shoulders.
Wild
fangs and claws and deep green
eyes like some sort of gem;
she's a monster, they say
some beast or terror
sent to destroy all we
ever held dear.
She trails a black claw across
the surface of the pool
the water rippling and
the little waves fade into nothing.
Water drips from the claw
and she sticks a long
serpentine tongue
out to catch the drops.
And she smiles with too many teeth.
I am-
I am entranced as she beckons me,
I want to resist.
I must resist!
And yet,
yet my legs go forward against my will.
"My my, little watcher
what are you
doing so far from safety?"
My mouth opens and
words spill out.
"I sought to
Sweet simple words
he says them to her and she
she goes red and turns
her head away
"Shy?" he asks, and takes her hand
she stiffles a giggle
and gives him a small, quick
glance
"Maybe."
Maybe.
Always maybe, that he knows.
A simple limbo where
there is neither acceptance
nor denial.
This he tolerates, and allows her
her hand
and she laughs, brushing back her hair
"Does it matter?"
"No," he says, shaking his head.
"No, it never does."
She laughs, and she twirls
then in her ever teasing manner
blows a kiss before
she skirts off into the night.
He sighs.
Sweet simple words.
Always, they are in his employ
and always he s
A simple smear of white
at the corner of her vision
her head turns
a symphony of crackling and
borderline break
revealing nothing
nothing at all.
It's silly, she says
these worries of hers
the feeling of being watched
by some
terror
that lurks just out of sight.
She remembers how
she fled the dark
locked her doors
drew herself in and surrounded herself with
whatever source of light she could.
Dozens of candles
wax spilt across floors
spilling over their holders
a white mess just
in the corner of her eye and again
she jerks her head and
her hair on end
but nothing
nothing again
just the thick dry rivuletes
of candle
Soft snow fall in the dead of winter.
A series of grey on grey on
grey? White?
It's beyond me
and my limited sight.
I have no vision for the dark
I cannot see beyond that shadow
I see this and you.
And I-
Footprints, oh, of course.
You ran through the snow,
and it settled on your shoulders, your face, your hair
and you laughed as you twirled.
And the world around you was grey.
But yet it was not a sorrowful thing.
For grey - and white and black -
all are necessary and
the picture they painted was enough.
I could only follow silent, enraptured, entranced
wondering if I had by chance
stumbled into some strange dream.
One in
A midnight stroll
Always, always then she took them
"Come, young man, come away,"
and never did they decline.
With her they did go
Into the fields
Into the forests
And never were they seen again.
In the brisk spring nights
She sang to them
Her simple words enticing
A siren of the trees and of the grass
"Come, young man, come away."
For years this did continue
Her midnight strolls
Her taking of the foolish
The easily tempted
The bright eyed dreamers
Until -
Until no more.
At their doors she did not beckon
No temptress's lyrical tunes
No "come, young man, come away"
Her absence had no explanation
Just a sudden void
Only
We fled from the licking embrace of flame to
the cold closing space of tunnels
"Don't run, don't run," some THING called out
Yet we did just that
Further and further into the dark
Around our feet water rising,
Mere puddles moving up past our ankles
to our knees
Until finally, there was no walking
Nor running
But the silent gliding of forms through water
and the ravenous sounds of
some THING which pursued
But our fear, a nebulous and constant feeling,
began to disperse into the abyssal dark
For despite the cold
despite the sense of the chase
despite some THING
there were small wonders and sights in the dark
Hidden shrines an
dozen different lifetimes by Arrogance, literature
Literature
dozen different lifetimes
He hangs his head
and he says
"This isn't what I intended.
I never meant for this."
All he can think of
is a dozen lifetimes of
regret, disappointment, disgrace
and he wishes that there was
a simple end to everything.
But there never is.
And all he can do is
offer half-hearted sorries,
repeated statements that
define his very being.
"Intent has nothing to do with it,"
says the more
darker part of his consciousness.
"How many times must you play
this out
before you realise all the things
you choose to do or not do
mean absolutely nothing.
Intend good, intend bad,
the result is always
the same."
He slumps his shoulders.
Wild
fangs and claws and deep green
eyes like some sort of gem;
she's a monster, they say
some beast or terror
sent to destroy all we
ever held dear.
She trails a black claw across
the surface of the pool
the water rippling and
the little waves fade into nothing.
Water drips from the claw
and she sticks a long
serpentine tongue
out to catch the drops.
And she smiles with too many teeth.
I am-
I am entranced as she beckons me,
I want to resist.
I must resist!
And yet,
yet my legs go forward against my will.
"My my, little watcher
what are you
doing so far from safety?"
My mouth opens and
words spill out.
"I sought to
Sweet simple words
he says them to her and she
she goes red and turns
her head away
"Shy?" he asks, and takes her hand
she stiffles a giggle
and gives him a small, quick
glance
"Maybe."
Maybe.
Always maybe, that he knows.
A simple limbo where
there is neither acceptance
nor denial.
This he tolerates, and allows her
her hand
and she laughs, brushing back her hair
"Does it matter?"
"No," he says, shaking his head.
"No, it never does."
She laughs, and she twirls
then in her ever teasing manner
blows a kiss before
she skirts off into the night.
He sighs.
Sweet simple words.
Always, they are in his employ
and always he s
A simple smear of white
at the corner of her vision
her head turns
a symphony of crackling and
borderline break
revealing nothing
nothing at all.
It's silly, she says
these worries of hers
the feeling of being watched
by some
terror
that lurks just out of sight.
She remembers how
she fled the dark
locked her doors
drew herself in and surrounded herself with
whatever source of light she could.
Dozens of candles
wax spilt across floors
spilling over their holders
a white mess just
in the corner of her eye and again
she jerks her head and
her hair on end
but nothing
nothing again
just the thick dry rivuletes
of candle
Soft snow fall in the dead of winter.
A series of grey on grey on
grey? White?
It's beyond me
and my limited sight.
I have no vision for the dark
I cannot see beyond that shadow
I see this and you.
And I-
Footprints, oh, of course.
You ran through the snow,
and it settled on your shoulders, your face, your hair
and you laughed as you twirled.
And the world around you was grey.
But yet it was not a sorrowful thing.
For grey - and white and black -
all are necessary and
the picture they painted was enough.
I could only follow silent, enraptured, entranced
wondering if I had by chance
stumbled into some strange dream.
One in
A midnight stroll
Always, always then she took them
"Come, young man, come away,"
and never did they decline.
With her they did go
Into the fields
Into the forests
And never were they seen again.
In the brisk spring nights
She sang to them
Her simple words enticing
A siren of the trees and of the grass
"Come, young man, come away."
For years this did continue
Her midnight strolls
Her taking of the foolish
The easily tempted
The bright eyed dreamers
Until -
Until no more.
At their doors she did not beckon
No temptress's lyrical tunes
No "come, young man, come away"
Her absence had no explanation
Just a sudden void
Only
We fled from the licking embrace of flame to
the cold closing space of tunnels
"Don't run, don't run," some THING called out
Yet we did just that
Further and further into the dark
Around our feet water rising,
Mere puddles moving up past our ankles
to our knees
Until finally, there was no walking
Nor running
But the silent gliding of forms through water
and the ravenous sounds of
some THING which pursued
But our fear, a nebulous and constant feeling,
began to disperse into the abyssal dark
For despite the cold
despite the sense of the chase
despite some THING
there were small wonders and sights in the dark
Hidden shrines an
Oh, that red light groove.
Welcome to the land of
blood on blood
red, fresh blood to sait hungry demons.
Sex-starved, crazed
that red light groove is a madness, baby.
Take a good look
they prance the streets nude
covered in a red light
and their angels sport
bloody halos and carpart wings.